It’s been fun!!

So this is my offical last blog

This week has definetly been stressful, and very long, and its only tuesday. My last lab practical is Thursday and I have been REALLY trying to study alot every day, instead of waiting until the night before the test to do so. So hopefully it will pay off in the end. Ive had alot of problems lately with my best friend, and me and her have really been workin on it and we are back to normal, and it feels good to have my best friend back! Its really going to suck when she leaves next semester to go to school at UT, but i get to spend the summer with her so thats totally good! And i kinda have a boy, which totally makes me happy i havent had a boy in a really long time, and he’s such a sweetie and its nice to have someone who cares for me and treats me right, totally opposite of any boy ive had in the past. So overall, its been a week full ups and downs, a definete rollar coaster! But all i can say is, summer ’09 is RIGHT around the corner, and i coudnt more more ready for it!!!!!!!!!

yayyyy

A weekend full of studying!!

Soooo, finally my 2nd (and last!) practical for a&p 1 has arrived, and studying for it has become my top priority. Some of my closet friends from back home had called me and told me they were coming up for a Rangers game on Saturday night and then for the Jack Ingram concert afterwards and it sounds SOOOOO incredibly tempting! But i had already asked my aunt if i could come over saturday night and all day Sunday and her help me study for my test. So i had a pretty big decision to make. A night of studying and the chance to do a GREAT job? Or go out with my friends, and risk not getting as good of a grade? And after MUCH delibriation i came to the conclusion to act like a adult, and turn down the fun for one night. There would be plenty more opportunites in the future to have fun with my friends, but if i didnt do so hott on this test i knew i would regret every decision i made. So thankfully my beautiful aunt sat down with me and went through each of the chapters and helped them make sense. I’m SOO blessed to have an incredible family who would give time out of their day for me. God is great!!!!

So close, so close!!!

The end of school is SOOOOO stinkin close, but its sooooooo far away!!!! I feel like school is NEVER going to end!!! AHHHHHH. one day its homework, the next its studying for  a test, then repeat, 50,00000 times!!!! I’m so incredibly ready for summer to get here. Sleeping in, only having 1 class to worry about instead of like 5! I’m already dreading having to say goodbye to my friend, and its gonna be hard, but I know its gonna be such a great summer!!!! The stress of school is really wearing me out. Especially this week. I havent worked out any, or have i been eating very good since my mother and grandmother sent home tons of leftover sweets after Easter!!!! I think not going to work out and not doing that puts me in a bad mood. So I’m really gonna try to focus on keeping in shape and being super healthy! Because here lately it seems like im really short with some of the people im closet to, especially my roomie.

SOO yay for school almost out! SUMMER ’09…plllllllease hurry!

He is Risen!!!

Easter is by far one of the best holidays in the ENTIRE year! But it makes me sad that peoply only celebrate it once a year. Easter is something that we should each strive every day to wake up and truly celebrate the resurrection of our Lord and Savior. He is alive, and is coming back, and is something that should make us SOO happy every singly day of the year, not just one. I got to spend my easter weekend with the Youth from 7th and main Baptist church, and was truly blessed beyond compare! I also got to spend it in the beautiful mountains, surrounded by God’s beautiful and amazing creation. Then i got to come home and be with my family. AAAAHHHHH what a wonderful weekend

Now chemistry test is coming up and its study, study, study time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay for school, and tests, they just make me really really happy…..NOT!!!!

Callin it a early weekend!!!

SOOO, im not a person to skip class and work just to go off and have fun, BUT this weekend, since it is Easter, im being a super bad rebel child!!! haha. I’m skipping all my classes on Friday (which we shouldnt have any anyways since its good friday!) to spend with a wonderful group of youth kids in the mountains in Oklahoma!!! In high school i always went on the Easter Retreat, and it was one of the best places to get away and experience God that I’ve ever been too! Going back this year as a counselor has only made me totally and compeltely happy, because i was for sure gonna miss that weekend where i could go rock climbing and escape from the ‘real world.’

I didnt do too hott on my A&P test which was a big bummer, but I got over it pretty quickly and changed my mindset to study study study, at least until finals are over. I mean, it cant kill me will it???? So from now on my free time will consist of studying because i HAVE to do good on my last round of tests!!!!!!! I know i can do it!!! yayy!

The Passion of the Christ!

Tonight UTA’s Baptist Student Ministry showed “The Passion of the Christ” in the planetarium and it was definetly a GREAT way to start of celebrating Easter!!!! I had seen the movie a long time ago when it first came out, but of course i was a lot younger at the time and didnt really capture the true meaning and essence of what was occuring in the movie. Being able to sit there, with one of my best friends, and just taking a few hours to sit and realize what MY Jesus did for me, was amazing!!! It made me really appreciate and realize how blessed I truly am to worship a God as big as mine!!!! It made me excited for the Easter Retreat i’m going on tomorrow with a youth group. I’m so excited to see how God can work this weekend, and just pray that He can use me to make a difference!

yayyyy Jesus!!!!!!!!

uhh STRESS!!!

So i forgot how stressful having 2 test in less than 24 hours could be on a girl!!!! Study study study and nooooo sleep!!!! And it definitely made me a grouchy girl sometimes! But i survived and even though i dont know my grades yet, and am super nervous to find out how i did, i gave it my best shot and thats all i can say!!!! Though it was a super stressful few days, the weekend that followed was SOOO goood!!! Going out with a friend on friday night and then home with the family for a pre-easter celebration was SOOOO amazing!!!!!!! i loved every single second of it. AANND catching up on my sleep def made it a great weekend! Now, even tho school is only going to get crazier until finals are over, i’m soooo ready to just get this semester over with and move on with the summer!

Which i am hopefully going to be in Austin with my best friend!!! It’s going to be one of the greatest summers EVER!!! im soooo stinkin excited!! eeeekkkk!!!

super frustrated!

So I’ve been studying like crazy these past few days for my tests, and have been eating super fattening food and not going to the gym at all and it’s just making me frustrated because working out relieves stress and all together makes me feel better about myself. So now that i finally have those 2 silly tests out of the way, my goal for the next few weeks, or until school is over, is to get back in the gym and work on that oh so beautiful summer body!!! haha. But now that it’s friday, im just going to try to forget about everything and relas, because if i continue to stress my friends are not going to like me very much, since i havent been in a very good mood at all. But its the weekend, so im going to forget about this week and go out and have fun. yayyy for a few days off!!!! woohoooooooo.

a NOT so great day!!

So yesterday was defintely a not very good day for me. I thought had all my plans for the summer. Had a job, place to live, everything seemed to be working out for me, in Austin. And i was SOO excited to be going there, even though i knew i was gonna be 3 more hours away from my family, and it was gonna be a kind of bitter sweet goodbye from the DFW area. But i was gonna be with my best friend, so it was going to be great! And then i get a call for a job in arlington, and it’s the PERFECT job. But the only thing is i dont have anywhere to live. and i have to know by the end of the week pretty much where im gonna be and it’s stressing me out so bad. plus it seems like all my tests are this week or next and its piling up so i was a not very nice person to my friends tonight! haha. everything they said or did was irritating me and i could not wait to just climb up in my bed and go to sleep!!!!!